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              R A N C E S    S T I L L M A N ' S    E 
              U R O P E    D I A R Y
               
              CHAPTER 
                I..........Going from Here to There
              CHAPTER 
                II..........Mishap in Milan
              CHAPTER 
                III..........Venice
              CHAPTER 
                IV..........Florence
              CHAPTER 
                V..........Siena
              CHAPTER 
                VI..........Rome
              CHAPTER 
                VII..........Assisi
              CHAPTER 
                VIII..........Nice
              CHAPTER 
                IX..........Barcelona
              CHAPTER 
                X..........Solsona
              CHAPTER 
                XI..........Gerona
              CHAPTER 
                XII..........Paris in the Fall
              
              "Recall me a moment, please, not when visiting 
                museums, but going from here to there on the streets."
                (Letter from Spanish painter, Soler)
              Thursday evening, May 8th
                
                The ship's lounge is quite deserted except for a few groups clustered 
                here and there and some tables of card players. Most of the young 
                people are in the bar having farewell drinks, and the rest of 
                the passengers are in their cabins packing their bags. Ary and 
                I made short work of our two suitcases, and we will leave the 
                little canvas bag until the morning.
                
                I am terribly excited and my head is pounding. I dread the thought 
                of reaching Paris tomorrow -- I would like to push it off a while 
                longer. There is something almost unbearable about facing the 
                moment when a dream of so many years becomes a reality.
                
                Friday, May 9th
                
                How can I possibly describe today! The sight of Southampton, then 
                the trip across the channel and the outlines of the French shore 
                gradually taking shape. LeHavre late in the afternoon —my 
                knees shook so that I could hardly walk down the gang-plank. A 
                confusion of travelers and baggage —porters looking like 
                toy soldiers in their trim, bright-colored uniforms —little 
                stands on wheels displaying fruit and cellophane bags of hard 
                candies and French chocolate (my first purchase in francs!) —the 
                first shock and delight of hearing a foreign language spoken all 
                around me, the fun of translating the signs on the walls of the 
                pier, thanks to my High School French.
                
                Then the train ride through the countryside, past little villages 
                with red roofed houses and ancient stone Churches, patches of 
                garden, neatly trimmed shrubs, long stretches of road bordered 
                with stately trees.
                
                Finally the Gare Saint Lazare —the cries and crowds and 
                bustle of the station — our luggage hoisted out of the compartment 
                window, the suitcases checked. Then out into the street, the little 
                canvas bag in hand. It was nine-thirty and our first concern was 
                to find a hotel for the night. Ary asked "Shall we take a 
                taxi?" and I said, "Let's do just the way you would 
                if you were here alone. After all, this is your home-coming after 
                so many years."
                
                So Ary found a bus bound for the Left Bank and we boarded it. 
                That ride through the streets of Paris — it was all so strange 
                but at the same time so familiar to me — as if a room-full 
                of Utrillos and Toulouse Lautrecs and Dufys had stepped down from 
                museum walls and we were riding through them.
               
                “As we passed the Dome 
                  we heard a shout "Ary!" and there were three of Ary's 
                  old cronies, sitting at a table. They didn't seem very surprised 
                  to see us, they just moved over and asked us to sit down with 
                  them, as if it had been twenty weeks rather than twenty years 
                  since they had last seen Ary.”
               
              Then we were on Boulevard Montparnasse. We alighted 
                in front of the Dome, the Rotonde, the Coupole — the cafes 
                which formed the setting for so many of the tales Ary has told 
                me of Paris of the late 20s and early 30s. The tables outside 
                were crowded. As we passed the Dome we heard a shout "Ary!" 
                and there were three of Ary's old cronies, sitting at a table. 
                They didn't seem very surprised to see us, they just moved over 
                and asked us to sit down with them, as if it had been twenty weeks 
                rather than twenty years since they had last seen Ary.
                
                But we were tired and hungry, so we left them and walked on down 
                the Boulevard in search of a hotel. It was a weary march, for 
                most of the places were dirty and depressing. Finally, however, 
                we found a room that was reasonably clean. We left the little 
                canvas bag there and set out for the restaurant which the hotel 
                clerk had recommended. It was an attractive place, with the tables 
                set on a series or terraces, and a sort of garden below with canary 
                birds in cages. We had soup and an omelet and white wine. The 
                wine made me drowsy, and I slept soundly through the night in 
                our shabby hotel room, although Ary said the baby crying next 
                door kept him awake.
                
                Saturday, May 10th
                
                Another round of neighborhood hotels this morning, and we wound 
                up at the Hotel Lutece, on a quiet little street not far from 
                the Dome. We followed our usual formula in room-hunting —I 
                made for the beds, to inspect the mattresses, and Ary went to 
                the window, to look out at the view. I had decided to be firm 
                about my rights on this trip, but my heart melted when I gazed 
                out at the broad expanse of gray sky, the roofs of Montparnasse, 
                and the crooked little street below.
                
                So we took the room and Ary fetched our bags and we got ourselves 
                settled. Then lunch at the same restaurant —it looked less 
                glamorous by daylight— and a ride in the metro, the famous 
                subway of Paris, to La Cite, the oldest part of the city, dating 
                back before the Christian era. First a walk through the immense 
                flower market, stretching out for blocks, alive with flaming color. 
                There were colors I had never known  fiery shades or scarlet 
                and crimson, deep amethyst blue, odd smoky tones of blue-black, 
                creamy white tinged with amber. You wanted to fill your arms full 
                -- you wanted never to forget this sensation of color piled upon 
                color -- you felt that if you only had a paint-brush you too could 
                be a Monet or a Renoir.
                
                The Sainte-Chapelle came next —the little cathedral, pure 
                Gothic in style, which is in the court of the Palais de Justice. 
                It is a tiny church— a marvel of grace. The lower part is 
                beautiful in design, with its lovely curved arches, but it seems 
                to be merely a prelude to the greater beauty which awaits one 
                when, after climbing a narrow spiral stairway which wends its 
                way endlessly upward, one emerges into the upper chapel. Narrow, 
                soaring in height, with clusters of slender, delicate columns, 
                it is a pure gem of Gothic architecture. The walls are typically 
                French, painted gold and blue and rose-red, with decorations in 
                fleur-de-lis pattern. Across the two sides are tall, straight 
                windows of exquisitely colored stained glass, rich red and blue. 
                High up over the front portal there is another window, huge and 
                round and fantastically beautiful, with stained glass sections 
                set into a pattern formed by a curving design of dark metal. As 
                we sat there the warm afternoon sunlight fell on the window, and 
                gradually the glowing colors seemed to stand out as if in bas 
                relief; one had the illusion of seeing a jeweler's velvet case, 
                with rare gems set on the black velvet in dazzling design.....
                
                After the Sainte-Chapelle a promenade along the bank of the Seine, 
                past the row of little book stalls which have become a landmark 
                of Paris. Books and old prints of every description, and the booksellers 
                looking as if they had lived so long with musty volumes and manuscripts 
                that they have taken on something of the same character themselves.
                
                Then an aperitif at a sidewalk cafe, followed by dinner at a nearby 
                restaurant, and back to the hotel, footsore, dazed, but happy.
                
                Sunday, May 11th
                
                Slept late, and after lunch took one of the gay looking French 
                buses to the Louvre. I told Ary that like every other tourist 
                I wanted to see the Mona Lisa first. When we reached the spot 
                who should be standing there but Dr. M and his wife, our table-mates 
                from the ship. We were all so amused, for Dr. M's parting words 
                to us had been the time-worn cliche "Meet you in front of 
                Mona Lisa." The Ms are about to leave for Rome, where 
                Dr. M will spend the summer studying at the American Academy. 
                They made us promise to look them up when we get to Rome.
                
                We spent just a brief time at the Louvre —this was just 
                an initial visit and we will be going back there many times. I 
                believe that nowhere in the world can one get such a wide and 
                detailed panorama of the culture of the various civilizations 
                throughout the ages. Today I carried away with me varied impressions 
                —the Egyptian sculptured pieces, so monumental in conception; 
                the Coptic (Egyptian Byzantine) embroideries, darkly rich in color 
                harmony; the Winged Victory, dramatically placed at the head of 
                a broad, sweeping flight of stairs, and the Venus de Milo, so 
                infinitely more beautiful than the reproductions ever reveal. 
                It has amazing perfection of form and it seems to me to represent 
                the ultimate in aesthetic grace. These two pieces, however, are 
                the only ones of the Greek that deeply stirred me. I am more moved 
                by art expression which is more spontaneous and emotional.
                
                From the Louvre we wandered over to the Tuileries, vastly charming 
                with its big flower beds and velvet green leaves, its red and 
                white balloons and carousel and marionette show, and the dozens 
                of children playing about under the watchful eyes of fond mammas 
                or papas or nursemaids.
                
                Then to a cafe for a Dubonnet, and later on, dinner at a restaurant 
                in the Latin quarter. The excitement, the wine, and the unaccustomed 
                food were too much for me; I was miserably sick all night and 
                poor Ary was at his wits' end to know what to do for me.
                
                Monday, May 12th
                
                Ary declared this morning that we must find a restaurant where 
                we will eat regularly. We have been too adventuresome in our eating. 
                In Montparnasse one finds a restaurant where the food is good 
                and the prices low and one dines there every night. There was 
                a little place not far from the Dome called La Corbeille, where 
                he used to eat when he lived here formerly, and he would see if 
                it is still in existence.
                
                He came back later to tell me that he found La Corbeille and it 
                looks exactly as it did twenty years ago. The same oil-cloth covered 
                tables, the same elevated platform at the back of the room where 
                the proprietor's wife sits surveying the customers and keeping 
                an eye on the blond waitress, meanwhile mixing the salad, pouring 
                the wine into small carafes, figuring out "l'addition", 
                making change, and calling out orders to her husband, who is the 
                chef.
                
                The place and the atmosphere are the same, Ary said, and probably 
                will continue as they are for many years. But here as in so many 
                or the old haunts there are new faces. Old Madame N, who was so 
                stern looking but always so kind to Ary is gone, and in her place 
                at the back of the room is a buxom young woman. She and her husband, 
                who is the chef, are now owners of the establishment.
                
                We went to the restaurant for dinner this evening, and it was 
                just as Ary had described it, only smaller and more crowded. Two 
                rows of long tables, with only enough space between for the blond 
                waitress to scurry in and out. But Monsieur the patron is a good 
                cook, and we had a wonderful thick vegetable soup, savory smelling 
                and delicious to taste, little minute steals, and for dessert 
                the luscious native strawberries, huge and sweet and covered with 
                thick cream.
               
                “There is an extra charge 
                  for napkins, so if you intend to be a regular customer you ask 
                  to have a drawer assigned to you in the cabinet in the front 
                  of the room where you can keep your napkin.”
               
              There is an extra charge for napkins, so if you 
                intend to be a regular customer you ask to have a drawer assigned 
                to you in the cabinet in the front of the room where you can keep 
                your napkin. Once a week you turn it in and receive a fresh one.
                
                The clientele seems to consist of Frenchmen of the middle class 
                —shop-owners or white collar workers, and American artists 
                or GI students. We met several artists whom we know from New York 
                and they were glad to see us and begged for news from home.
                
                On the way out Ary stopped to speak to the proprietor's wife. 
                She told Ary that Madame N had died, and her husband had retired 
                to the country to live with his children. Ary, touched at the 
                news of the old lady's passing, spoke of her kindness to him — 
                "More than once she trusted me for a meal, and on one occasion 
                she even insisted on lending me some money." The young woman 
                eyed Ary suspiciously. "But Monsieur" she protested, 
                "We do not extend credit!" Ary reassured her, and she 
                seemed relieved when he paid the bill, which was amazingly low.
                
                Wednesday, May 14th
                
                After lunch today to the Place de la Concorde to see the French 
                Impressionist paintings at the Jeu de Paume. Such a charming, 
                intimate museum this is, set aside by the Louvre to serve as background 
                for the very personal style of the Impressionist painters.
                
                Mrs. H. had warned us not to go to the Jeu de Paume unless it 
                was a sunny day. I realized what she meant when I saw how the 
                sunlight streaming through the windows brought out all the subtleties 
                of light and color which were the main preoccupation of the Impressionist 
                School.
                
                They were all there — Renoir and Monet and Pissarro and 
                Siseley; fine Degas portraits and groups of figures, an earlier 
                phase of his work less familiar to me than his ballet dancers 
                and nudes in pastel; and magnificent portraits, figure compositions 
                and still-lifes by Monet. We see too little of Monet in the United 
                States —only a few canvases in the larger museums. Today 
                I got to know him better and I am full of admiration for his vigor, 
                his decisiveness, his vitality, and his skillful handling of pigment. 
                I find him much more akin to the Spanish painters, especially 
                in his mastery in handling black, than to the Impressionists with 
                whom he was grouped.
                
                Afterwards we walked down the Faubourg St. Honore, to attend a 
                conference featuring Malraux, Faulkner and Madariaga, which I 
                had read about yesterday in my French newspaper. As usual however 
                I had grasped the general idea of the article but had missed the 
                salient point. The conference had taken place yesterday! So we 
                sat at a sidewalk cafe and consoled ourselves with Dubonnet.
                
                Thursday, May 15th
                
                We sat in the Luxembourg Gardens this morning. It was such a lovely 
                day -- the air so soft and gentle. It seemed to have a textural 
                quality, as if you could reach out and touch it with your fingers.
               
                “Everything here is curved 
                  and rounded, in contrast to the masculinity of New York with 
                  its straight lines and its angular sky-scrapers towering into 
                  the sky.”
               
              This is part of the femininity of Paris. Everything 
                here is curved and rounded, in contrast to the masculinity of 
                New York with its straight lines and its angular sky-scrapers 
                towering into the sky. And the streets, the buildings, the parks 
                are all scaled in proportion to the human figure, giving them 
                an intimate quality. There are no giants towering above you to 
                arouse in you a sense of your own impotence; you are at ease and 
                you feel at one with your surroundings.
                
                We have had this feeling of tranquility as we have wandered about 
                the streets during the past days. This is definitely a world for 
                people who are not in a hurry and one's enjoyment of Paris is 
                in direct proportion to one's ability to adjust himself to its 
                tempo. Even the Metro is not forbidding --the trains seem like 
                toy cars, and they move to a French rhythm.
                
                Friday. May 16th
                
                Breakfast at the Coupole this morning -- the croissants are good 
                and the coffee not too bad and one can have one's choice of a 
                dozen newspapers to read. Usually we find a few Americans there 
                and we pass around the Paris edition of the Herald Tribune and 
                exchange a word or two about the happenings at home.
               
                “Formerly everything was 
                  jumbled together without any regard for effective display. Ary 
                  liked it better that way -- there was something exciting, he 
                  says, in the lavish disorder in which all these rich treasures 
                  of Mediaeval art were strewn about.”
               
              Then a walk through the Luxembourg Gardens to the 
                Musee de Cluny -- the famous museum of French mediaeval art. Here 
                are collected many thousands of articles both artistic and utilitarian, 
                having to do with the culture of the time of the Crusades and 
                the period immediately following. There is no end to the objects, 
                from suits of armor to chastity belts, from tableware of silver 
                to medallions studded with precious jewels. The building itself 
                was formerly the Paris residence of the Bishop of Cluny. It is 
                centuries old, with moldering walls and gargoyles and one Gothic 
                statue still standing high on the outside, toward the entrance. 
                Inside, the entire museum is being '"done over", walls 
                painted, hangings rearranged, ornaments planed in glass cases. 
                Quite a contrast, Ary said, from the way he recalled it. Formerly 
                everything was jumbled together without any regard for effective 
                display. He liked it better that way -- there was something exciting, 
                he says, in the lavish disorder in which all these rich treasures 
                of Mediaeval art were strewn about. One could go back again and 
                again and each time make thrilling new discoveries.
                
                Ary's sentiments were echoed by a talkative old guard who followed 
                us around from room to room. He was a red-cheeked, mustachioed 
                old fellow with a terrific garlic breath, and he attached himself 
                to us when he saw our interest in the various objects. "It 
                is America that is ruining our country!'" he complained. 
                "The director visits America, and comes back with all these 
                new-fangled notions!"
                
                The fact is however that there have been very few visitors at 
                the museum, and perhaps the new sense of showmanship is just what 
                is needed to attract the public. Our own Metropolitan Museum in 
                New York was thronged during the exhibition of French tapestries 
                several years ago, and the highlight of the exhibition was the 
                lovely Lady and Unicorn series. I doubt that many visitors from 
                America know that these tapestries, so exquisite in color and 
                texture and so incomparable in the grace of their design, are 
                in the Musee de Cluny collection...
                
                There was no dearth of visitors at the Notre Dame, which was our 
                next stop. One busload after another drew up during the short 
                time we were there, and we were surrounded by tourists -- tourists 
                with cameras, tourists with sketch pads, tourists poring over 
                guide books. Inside the Cathedral however the crowds were silent, 
                awed by its grandeur, its dimness, its high vaulted ceilings, 
                and the rich intensity of its stained glass windows. Under the 
                shifting play of light they are like living things...
                
                We had lunch at a students' café on one of the side streets 
                off the Boulevard Saint Michel. It was late and most of the tables 
                were empty; by the time we had finished we were the only people 
                in the place with the exception of a swarthy Arab with black hair 
                and beard, in robe and turban of white, who was lunching with 
                a young student.
                
                Saturday, May 17th
                
                To the Musee Guimet this afternoon. It is devoted entirely to 
                Oriental art. How beautiful the Cambodian sculptured figures are, 
                and what an inner ecstasy they portray! It was such a contrast 
                to the Greek which we saw last week at the Louvre --the Greek 
                so masterly in its idealization of the human face and form, but 
                depicting only the surface, whereas the Oriental searches deep 
                within the human soul in his passion for discovering the essence 
                of divinity.
                
                Monday, May 19th
                
                It was such a bright, sunny day —a rarity in Paris— 
                and we decided to have breakfast in the Luxembourg Gardens. When 
                we arrived there, however, we found that the little stand wasn't 
                open yet. So we walked to a cafe on the other side of the park, 
                where we stood at the bar and had coffee and "tartines", 
                the long pieces of hard-crusted bread spread thick with butter.
                
                From there to the American Express and then to the Madeleine, 
                which the guide book says was built by Napoleon as a "'Temple 
                of Glory to the soldiers of the Grand Army", but which was 
                decreed a Catholic Church under the Restoration. It is in Greek 
                style, which is quite alien to the general architecture of Paris, 
                but which harmonizes well with the Chamber of Deputies, facing 
                it on the other side of the Place de la Concorde. Inside the church 
                there are many statues, some of them quite beautiful in the Greek 
                manner, but so cold in comparison with the mysticism and the deeply 
                religious spirit of the Gothic. However, the over-all effect is 
                one of gracious serenity, especially the exterior view — 
                the harmonious spacing of the church, the stretch of wide avenue 
                and the Chamber of Deputies at the other end of the street.
                
                In the afternoon we visited the old painter K. in his studio. 
                I imagine he hasn't changed a detail of the place during the fifty 
                years he has occupied it. There were ornaments and antique pieces 
                of all sorts scattered about; paintings, mostly his own, covering 
                the walls; Spanish shawls and other brightly hued fabrics draped 
                about; a couch piled high with tulle ballet skirts in pastel colors. 
                A very pretty Gypsy girl was modeling for him. She struck a graceful 
                pose at the window as K. paused in his work to talk with us. He 
                gave us a very frank account of the girl's rather lurid past and 
                her predilection for stealing. I was concerned that the girl would 
                realize what he was saying, even though K. assured us she didn't 
                know a word of English. Evidently she didn't understand him, or 
                else she didn't care, for she didn't change expression.
                
                K. himself is a delightful person — so gently philosophical 
                and so eager to enjoy life fully in his quiet and modest way. 
                He is not at all disturbed by the trends which art has taken during 
                the past several decades; the personal vision which he conceived 
                many years ago and which has served as his vehicle of expression 
                during this turbulent period is still quite satisfactory to him 
                and he has passed the time when he has any desire for experimentation.
                
                Tuesday, May 20th
                
                One of Ary's friends told us the other day about a little restaurant 
                called Charles, and we have been going there for our noon-day 
                meal. It is on the order of the Corbeille only smaller. Monsieur 
                Charles presides at the desk in the front of the room, while his 
                wife does the cooking.
                
                The clientele is mostly French , with only a handful of Americans. 
                It is even more informal than the Corbeille, and you never know 
                who your table-mates might be. Yesterday we sat at a table with 
                two repairmen who are working on the roof of a nearby building. 
                One of them was a quiet little man in blue overalls. The other, 
                a big, burly fellow, was in his undershirt and his face and arms 
                were streaked with soot. Ary began to talk to them in French, 
                and the bigger, rougher fellow was much impressed. And then, like 
                a child, he began to show off. He thumped his chest and flexed 
                his muscles and stretched himself, yawning with a great show of 
                nonchalance. Next he pretended to hit his friend in the nose, 
                laughing gleefully when the little man ducked. His behavior quickly 
                passed the childlike stage and became more like the antics of 
                a pet chimpanzee in the zoo. We began to wonder what we had unleashed. 
                But suddenly the fellow sobered down and began to tell us of his 
                war adventures. He had been taken prisoner by the Germans, escaped 
                from concentration camp and was recaptured and held for five years 
                at slave labor in the mines.
                
                Today we sat next to an ex-G.I. who teaches piano and music history. 
                He has studied composition with Nadia Boulanger for a number of 
                years, and like most of the Boulanger pupils, he adores her. "She 
                is ageless," he said. '"Somehow I always think of her 
                as being my own age. When I was nineteen she was nineteen. And 
                now we are both thirty." Recently, he told us, he was horrified 
                to receive in the mail a black bordered envelope from her address. 
                It was with a heavy heart that he opened it. But the note proved 
                to be from Boulanger herself and it made no mention of a death 
                in the immediate family. "And then" he went on to say 
                '"I recalled that the French go into mourning even for remote 
                relatives."
                
                Thursday, May 22nd
                
                This evening as we sit in our hotel room I am still under the 
                spell of the day's magic experience. No matter what adventures 
                may be in store for us today will remain engraved in my memory 
                — this day when I first saw the Cathedral of Chartres.
                
                Our train reached Chartres about ten-thirty, and we made our way 
                at once through the picturesque streets of the twelfth century 
                town to the Cathedral, and inside to see the famous stained glass 
                windows — the finest in the world. I had not anticipated 
                the shock of their impact. For a moment I stood there stunned 
                and then I burst into tears. The richness of the color is beyond 
                all imagination. It seems to pour down on you from all sides — 
                it is vibrantly alive, and it burns with a deep glow like jewels 
                all afire. This is music translated into color —it is the 
                Hallelujah Chorus— it is Beethoven's Ninth Symphony. And 
                just as Beethoven in his majestic score seemed to feel a compulsion 
                to break through the restraining bonds of the orchestra, so here 
                the orchestration of color seems to mount with a greater and greater 
                crescendo, until in the magnificent rose window above the front 
                portal it bursts into a paean of praise and joy.
                
                Such concentration of beauty goes to your head like a drink which 
                is too potent — you can't take it in large doses. For relief 
                we would walk around the outside of the building, admiring the 
                soaring lines of the architecture and the simplicity and grace 
                of the sculptured figures which line the doorways. Besides the 
                Christ figure and the Virgin there are hundreds of other pieces 
                 kings and queens, saints and prophets, Greek philosophers, 
                curiously fashioned animals. I found them quite similar in style 
                to the Oriental, but more simple and naive and not so penetratingly 
                introspective. One cannot fail to respond to their expressiveness 
                and their profoundly religious spirit, and one senses with what 
                love the simple artisans of that period joined together to erect 
                and adorn such temples of worship, and what joy they experienced 
                in their creativeness.
                
                As we left the church at the end of the day art made our way down 
                the sloping street toward the railroad station we found that a 
                carnival had set up its gay looking booths in the lower village, 
                and the carousels were tinkling little French tunes. We sat for 
                awhile at a sidewalk cafe in the center or the town, where we 
                could see the festivities. But the carnival scene was only background 
                — it was the vision of the Cathedral which persisted, and 
                the magnificent color orchestration continued to vibrate through 
                my mind. I think they will be with me always.
                
                Saturday, May 24th
                
                This afternoon Ary took me to an "At Home" at the studio 
                of A.L. We had to climb three steep flights of stairs to reach 
                his studio — quite a large room and kitchenette, with a 
                balcony which serves as bedroom. Various students of his were 
                there, and an Hungarian painter who has a canvas at the Salon 
                de Mai, a rather elderly Swedish woman painter who talked to me 
                in English, and a government official or two. A.L. brought out 
                a number of his paintings, mostly landscapes in the French tradition. 
                He has been widely known for years as an outstanding teacher and 
                writer on art. Ary, who attended a few of his classes years ago, 
                has always been full of admiration for the brilliant way in which 
                he could analyze compositions. He would take apart one of the 
                masterpieces in the Louvre and explain just how it was composed; 
                he could practically reduce it to a mathematical formula.
                
                But when I looked at his own paintings I realized more than ever 
                before that you can't use a formula in taking anything creative. 
                It doesn't work out in painting any more than the use of a chemical 
                formula can produce a chick. Articulate as A.L. is in writing 
                and talking about art, his own canvases seemed to me dry and static 
                and uninspired.
                
                He recognized Ary and welcomed him warmly. However be bristled 
                when Ary told him that for years he has been painting in the abstract 
                vein, and he mumbled in his beard something about "Americans 
                craze for experimentation."
                
                When we sat at the cafe this evening Ary's old friend D. broached 
                the same subject. It was the first time he had referred to Ary's 
                painting in the abstract style. He wasn't bitter about the growing 
                trend toward the abstract as so many of the French painters seem 
                to be, but he was puzzled.
                
                "I always thought you were a romanticst, Ary" he protested.
               
                “ ‘The romanticism 
                  of the roofs of Paris is so strong’ he said ‘that 
                  it is hard to break away and look for other realities to express. 
                  But it is different when you live in a highly industrialized 
                  country like the United States where that form of romanticism 
                  doesn't exist.’ ”
               
              "I still am" Ary replied. And then he 
                went on to say that if he had continued to live here all these 
                years he would still be painting scenes of Paris. "The romanticism 
                of the roofs of Paris is so strong" he said "that it 
                is hard to break away and look for other realities to express. 
                But it is different when you live in a highly industrialized country 
                like the United States where that form of romanticism doesn't 
                exist. The sensitive creative artist who has a feeling for the 
                romantic searches for a form of expression without depending on 
                the reality which is on the surface. Consequently he looks within 
                himself and eventually a romanticism is born which has evolved 
                from an inner reality rather than a surface reality."
                
                D. looked at Ary dubiously. "Is there any such thing as romanticism 
                in a mechanical world?" he asked.
                
                "The romantic spirit will always be with us" Ary replied. 
                We used to have a romantic feeling for the place where we were 
                born — where we met our first girl friend. That tree which 
                stands by the house, the dog, the cat, the grandfather smoking 
                his pipe, all became part of the romantic scene. A painting which 
                recalled that scene arrays touched the heart, and it was admired 
                not primarily for the beauty of the scene or the quality of the 
                painting, but for the sentiment which it conveyed.
                
                "During the last war and in the years following, our vision 
                of reality has undergone a vast change. The atom, the aeroplane, 
                the radio, the television have practically revolutionized this 
                vision. Reality is no longer something you see — it is something 
                you sense.
                
                "And with the development of speed the attachment to places 
                is not so strong. However the urge of romanticism is still strong. 
                The laymen in general may not realize it, but the artist, the 
                poet, the composer sense that a new romanticism is being born. 
                When you can have breakfast in New York, lunch in England, dinner 
                in Egypt, it will be the vista from the plane —the impression 
                of the people you will meet— the sensation of movement, 
                of color, of sound, that will be blended to make up the new romantic 
                feeling. All these things will crystallize into something that 
                will be the source of a new poetry and a new vision in the future 
                of art."
                
                At this point D. interrupted. "It's getting late, Ary," 
                he said, "so let us meet again very soon, and Ill try 
                to tell you my ideas about values in art." And we left it 
                at that.
                
                Wednesday, May 28th
                
                I have been begging Ary to take me to see the site of his old 
                studio, on the outskirts of the Montparnasse section. The building 
                itself was torn down some years ago to make room for a housing 
                development, but I wanted to see the surroundings. So this morning 
                we set out in that direction. Our way led us down a tree-shaded 
                avenue, with a view of picturesque old houses and sky-light studios 
                down the side-streets. We made a stop at the B's place, a low 
                building made up entirely of studios, with yellow roses blooming 
                in the courtyard. The Bs weren't at home, so we went on our way.
                
                At noon we stopped for lunch at one of Ary's old haunts, "Chez 
                Francoise." Francoise, a husky and vigorous Alsatian, and 
                Ivan, her Russian husband, were thrilled to see Ary. Francoise 
                insisted on setting a table for us in the little parlor which 
                is reserved for special guests, and she served us a truly delicious 
                meal, with herring and weiner-schnitzel and wonderful white wine.
                
                Ivan, who is getting on in years, has a helper in the kitchen 
                now, so the old man came in to sit with us for a few minutes and 
                to talk to Ary in Russian. Ary told me later that in the old days 
                Ivan used to pour out his troubles to Ary in Russian, and Francoise, 
                who didn't understand a word, would fly into a rage, and Ary would 
                have to placate her by talking to her in German.
               
                “ I know that Ary must 
                  have had many nostalgic memories as he stood there. I don't 
                  know what pictures flashed through his mind, but I could visualize 
                  his last night in Paris —back from his farewells at the 
                  cafe to the studio which he had already stripped of all its 
                  belongings— to pace up and down throughout the entire 
                  night; then starting out at the first break of dawn to walk 
                  slowly through the familiar streets, mile after mile until at 
                  last he reached the railroad station.”
               
              Lunch finished, we walked the few blocks to the 
                studio site. I gazed up at the trim-looking, modern apartment 
                house and tried to visualize it the way it had been twenty years 
                ago... I know that Ary must have had many nostalgic memories as 
                he stood there. I don't know what pictures flashed through his 
                mind, but I could visualize his last night in Paris —back 
                from his farewells at the cafe to the studio which he had already 
                stripped of all its belongings— to pace up and down throughout 
                the entire night; then starting out at the first break of dawn 
                to walk slowly through the familiar streets, mile after mile until 
                at last he reached the railroad station.
                
                Saturday, June 7th
                
                This morning we met our old Provincetown poet friend R. on the 
                street. He was with Jack M. who has just returned from Italy where 
                he has been painting for the past six months. R. has been hitch-hiking 
                about Europe for a year, and now is busy on a series of articles 
                which he hopes will bring enough money to pay for a return passage 
                to New York.
                
                They both advised us to go to Italy now, before the terribly hot 
                weather makes traveling uncomfortable there. We talked it over 
                later and decided to take their advice. We will start out Monday 
                morning, going to Venice first, via Milan. From there we will 
                proceed as the spirit moves, during the summer months, and in 
                September we will return to Paris.
                
                At La Corbeille this evening Ary told the wife of the proprietor 
                that we intend to leave for Italy in a day or two. She said she 
                would miss us, and then in an unwonted burst of hospitality declared 
                that we must have an aperitif "on the house" before 
                our departure. In view of he proverbial French thrift we thought 
                this was a magnificent gesture. However, when we declined, with 
                profuse thanks, she was visibly relieved.
              
               Paris Spring
                
                Notes to Remember:
                
                The little girls in white confirmation dresses and veils, followed 
                by groups of proud-looking relatives.
                
                The vases of flowers in the windows of butcher shops.
                
                The old men sitting at tables in the Luxembourg Gardens, absorbed 
                in card games; others playing croquet on the lawn.
                
                The witch-like old women who come to collect for the chair you 
                are sitting in, in the park. They seem to spring out from nowhere 
                and invariably startle you out of a reverie.
                
                Sign on the wall of a cafe:
                "Avis -- chers amis chiens!
                "Par mesure d'hygiene et de proprete, evitez de monter sur 
                les banquettes et les fauteuils."
                (Attention, dear canine friends! For reasons of hygiene and cleanliness, 
                please refrain from climbing on the benches and chairs.)"
                
                The pale boy on crutches who sketches portraits at the cafes in 
                Montparnasse. Fragile looking, with soft flaxen hair. The story 
                is that when the Yankees came to liberate one of the concentration 
                camps, they saw something moving among the corpses piled up on 
                the ground. They pulled out this young boy, barely alive; his 
                leg had to be amputated. Now the French government supplies him 
                with enough to live on, and he is studying art.
                
                All the different types of cats, and their serenades at night.
                
                The elaborately decorated pastry in bakery windows. And always 
                the long loaves of hard-crusted bread, which people carry clenched 
                in their fist.